Complicated...

Well, this entry has been quite some time in the making, in my head. See, at first I was to start about how I somehow have been feeling a bit wronged since Thursday morning, which is odd, because I plainly see I have neither right nor reason to feel wronged, as who would have wronged me really has no obligation towards me nor has had any ill intent towards me. So I immediately thought of cutting the entry short at the first paragraph, call myself silly, then write a new title in large, greenish font, as per the theme here, make it a link to itself and procede with something else.

Then I thought of going on, as though on a different entry altogether on another topic, something so ironically unmemorable and trivial that I cannot, for the life of me, remember what it was. That too would be cut short, perhaps mid-sentece by some self-derisive exclamaton oh "What is this drivel? Has this blog always been so, these amalgamed trivialities? What should I stoop to next, mindlessly echoing would-be humurous images and video clips, without as much as a would-be witty remark?" and sign off on a self-reprimanding note.

Incidentally, I think the trivial topic for the second attempt would be my ineptitude with the opposite gender. True and truly trivial, not to mention self comiserating and overall unworthy of much thought.

Eventually, I considered scrapping those ideas altogether and posting a short essay on the morality of religion, which I've been wanting to do since Easter. Next time, no doubt. Why not now, instead of this self-flagelating over over-indulging writing?

Well, first of all, because it's my blog and I'll bloody well whine for a bit if I want to. Second, because this really is my catharsis, writing it off. And, to be fair, the futility of my issues does seem to be the greatest issue right now. Third, because I can't really be bothered with an essay right now. It's past 1:00 AM and I've been feeling blue for the last few days, which does sap some of the wind out of my sails.

So, next time, I'm wailing on most religions I know. But for now...

Pax vobiscum atque vale.

ArabianShark has recentely lost well over 3 stone. That Atkins diet thing really does pay off, you know. And, compared to most (or all, really) diets I've been on, it's a breeze to stick to.